RAFW RWB

Never before have I seen such beauty in crystals, since the Dark Crystal itself. This was Romance was borns 10' show and once again they delivered, and shot it out of the sky. I love everything about everything Anna Plunkett and Luke Sales touch. And my lucky friend Anneka got to dress Paul Mac as their pianist for the show, lucky bitch.

My sister has comic book boots somewhere at home which are amazing, but they're heaps pointed and are a size or two too big so it's a bit of a neck breaker decision to wear them.

Xo

Going to bake some gluten free muffins.

That is my life right now.

Didn't go out after all last night so I'm a bit restless but meh. I am SO sick right now, the flu has got me real bad. *sobb sobb*

I love the cold more than any other time, but this terrible "trying to please everyone" weather of cold morning, hot day, mild afternoon is killing me. DECIDE WEATHER!!!!

Xo

One sequin at a time

It's Milli's birthday tonight and we're going all out. Drinks and parties to celebrate this evening. She is definitely one of the most amazing and stunning women you will ever meet, with a heart of gold. She deserves the best in life and nothing short of a spectacular day all about her. She also is the luckiest girl alive as she gets to go to PARIS on monday for 3 weeks to visit the fashion capital of the world. I bet she won't be able to move a metre down the road before being stopped and proposed to by wonderful rich french men. But as I said she has a heart of gold, so she'll let them down gently.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MILLI!!

You deserve it.

and don't forget, Haters only hate the people they can't have or can't be.

Xo

Eet.

I wouldn't go running round calling myself the biggest fan of Skins, as I know there are hardcore fans out their that deserve such a title more than me, hell I haven't even seen the whole new season yet. But I do highly enjoy every second of it. It's a tv show you'd never expect with emotions you know all too well but would prefer to squash. I never got into the first and second seasons but as soon as I got the third I watched it back to back over about 3 days. And I remember ages ago reading an article that said that Effie was the only main cast member who had done work before, the rest of the cast came from open auditions advertised in the paper, as they wanted REAL kids this time. And boy did it work out for them.

This shot of Effie always gives me goose bumps. She isn't holding anything back, she cries like every girl has cried when it feels like it's all over and you need to give up.

Xo

Look on the bright side

New Romance was Born. Nightmare on Wall Street.

Adore adore.

Xo

Dwayne has a goal. He has a dream.

Xo

I love you. Even when I'm sleeping.

Went out last night and had possibly the BEST night with the BEST people in MONTHS!!

Last week Max sat me down and made me realize a couple of things. Not only had I shut down most of my friends and clunge to him and him alone on nights out, I had killed all my independence that I prided myself on having in my life and relationship. I gave up on some people as I didn't want to bother trying to be their friend. But nothing thats worthy is not worth trying for, otherwise it would be easy and boring. Friends are there for you when you need them, but they are not mind readers. Just because you're angry at them, doesn't mean they realize this. Everyone needs space. Everyone needs a friend. Everyone needs love. And they do all combine, every day. Friends are friends because you choose each other, based on your interests, your style, your admiration for the other, the list goes on. Either your mutual friends introduce you, you meet through work, or on the street or at an event at Cabana bar randomly, or when you turn up to their house after Parklife. Everyone needs to put some effort in, I sure did, and I am reaping the benefits. In this quest to patch up friendships I have also come to the realization that, I was a MASSIVE bitch, not just too strangers regarding their outfit, but to my friends in general. I never had anything good to say to them, and I was always snapping at people. So I did the only thing I could do. I pulled my head OUT of my bum. I apologized. I am working on my attitude, and it's working. Not the attitude that I'm awesome, because I know I am. But the attitude that everyone is special to me. And I should treat them that way. Otherwise I'll just be following Max around every weekend hating life. Instead of hanging out with my daughter Chelsea (Not ACTAUL daughter, but best friend) and seeing people I haven't and doing things I haven't. And staying up all night with Anneka, Bianka, Max, Benny and Parhas. What fun a night we had indeed.

What I am saying is. I admitted I was wrong. I now put in the effort. And if you need to put in effort, a lot of the time it's worth it. Can't have sex without forplay can you??

Xo