Thursday, July 30, 2009

It's an omen.

In every way, the events we chose everyday will shape our future. Whether they seem small or insignificant they do. From choosing to wear that blue fur coat instead of just a black blazer and spend the whole night standing out instead of blending in. To going from one extreme hair colour to another.
I love to change myself and I've had a very vain look back and I see.
Lots changes with a packet of dye.
Luscious black with long waves.
When Max suggested I go red about 4 months ago.

Nearly 2 years ago. Note the hectic side boob and the complete disregard for a slightly malnourished body.

And yes. I was a Blondie Barbie once. Wasn't it ambivalent. Gross and wonderful at the same strange time.

Never just fit in.
Always stand out.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

We can't

How can we really know anyone?

We spend our whole lives learning and living our own lives in the company of others. But really no one knows their whole self so how can they know another.

You can love someone for all they are, but when they do something unexpected you question yourself. When really instead of questioning ourselves and our own judge of character and let them be who they want, and do what they want.

Too many times has everyone been guilty of expecting something from someone, even if they promised it. You can't expect people to always do what they say, or say what they do. You just have to believe them till they prove you wrong. And sometimes that is sooner rather than later. Every person is in charge of their own lives. And it's when we learn to accept that, that we'll forgive. Even if they did promise. Everyone makes mistakes. Just some that seem trivial, hurt more than the big ones.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Love is given life.

Seraina said today that Romance Was Born was my perfect label. Now where's the perfect bank account to give me my perfect label.

Rip it off..

Stuff it in your mouth..I have a delivery of love.
Sometime it's not accepted. Sometimes it's frowned upon. Sometimes it's not taken seriously. And other times it makes people feel sick.

She rocks it.
I will rock it.
Just have to get used to it.

Loves embrace cures all. Takes away all worries. Make the strong melt. Makes the weak feel accepted. Makes everyone feel cared.

My wedding dress. Hands down I will be Barbie and Romance was borns love child. I adore this dress. And both my parents on my wedding day.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

If it's only for the weekend.

My long suffering cat.Maximill.
Ever the dapper smoker.

My new hair.
And my tutu. You can't really see it but it's there.

Sometimes the end of a weekend can bring questions to mind you don't like to think.
Am I too old for this?
When will I just stop?
Why do I feel so left out when I've been so loved?
Where has the rest of my hair gone?
What time is it?
Life's questions will sometimes remain a mystery.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

In the spirit of life.

I'm officially sick and tired of my hair *.
And thanks to the help of my wonderful Mummy I no longer have my hair extensions in, so my hair is now just longer than my shoulders and UBER shit.
Tomorrow is the day it's getting stripped to orange and cut like Taylor Momsen.
And there's a bit of the 80s Gossip Girl added in for awesomeness.
*I miss my hair SO much already.

Crazy english summers put you back on my mind.

Each day that passes we don't get it back.
We can't wake up on that morning like it's groundhog day and do it all over again.
We have to live with the memories of what we have done.
Whether they be good or bad.
We all have to live with the choices we make each day. From the smallest things, to the things we sometimes do realise could affect us in the ways they do.
Each day we have to apprieciate the moments that pass us by. Smile every chance we get. Scorn when it's called for. And love those who are right there in front of us.
There's nothing more magical than the moments we live in. Nothing more amazing than each minute we are blessed with on this amazing place we call home.
We can't take for granted what we have been granted with. Because as soon as you do that, you lose the magical that was bestowed upon you.
Life is a series of moments and we all know this.
If you don't enjoy the moment you're in, walk away. Shut your eyes. Smile and nod. Change what is happening. Change it for the better. Whatever you choose to do will be your choice and therefore you are taking that moment back into your own hands.
Love every second you have been given.
Think about the ones that got away.
Learn from every moment. To make the next, all that more magical.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Sticks and stones may break my bones

But leather and chains excite me.

Pinks and blues and all the best hues

If have many a piece of advice. And the main theme is being yourself.
You should never be afraid to do what you please.
And wear what you want.
But you should always do it with fun. Electric Blue HUGE eye make-up..
Napolean make-up counter in Chatswood Westfield ask for Claire or Matthew. They'll make you feel a million dollars..
I have white Doc knock off and now want to spray paint them.
All white or silver??

Adrianna Lima.

Makes me want to buy a tutu.
And I'm serious about the tutu this time.

For Max

Just because you don't know where you're going.
Doesn't mean you can't enjoy where you are, who you're with, how much you love or why you do what you do.

Monday, July 20, 2009

These things make up me.

My Friends. Retarded


My lover.

My Dress.

I love my world.
It's so big and small.
And wonderful in every way.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

It's the night for magic.

Tarina Tarantino does the Wizard of Oz in a way that makes you wonder. Whats over the yellow brick road for me?

The red leads the pack.

As the flaming torch of light.
Flick your hair and catch an eye.

I'm in a mood for love.

Jean Paul Gaultier first caught my eye when I was about 14years old when I first saw the movie "The fifth element" with Mila Jovivich and Bruce Willis. From the police uniforms to the white banded body-could you call it a suit? More like swimwear for UN-earthly beings. And every year he's gone from strength to strength. And now he's done everything from boudoir sexy, to sailor sophisticated, out of this world attraction and dominatrix maiden.
Love a man who changes every minute.
Maximillian anyone?

Daisy chains in the grass.

I love how in love she is.

I love how she doesn't care.

And looks more beautiful than words while doing so.